How is it that.
April 10, 2013 | 2:15 PM
Thanks, Yumi, for taking care and looking out for me. Thank you, girls, for helping me see what I should be seeing, instead of falling into something that probably isn't as good as I thought it might be. It's such a weird feeling, to be sitting opposite this person and looking at him, yet have such mixed emotions when it comes to him.
How can I enjoy someone's company so much, like being with him so much, yet know deep down that if he doesn't show me that he's more than what I know about him now I wouldn't hang on for much longer. Why is it so hard this time for my brain to conclude that he's perfect, when in the past with less perfect guys it made that jump so easily?
Maybe it's because he's not showing me any kind of concern beyond what can be explained as friendship. Maybe he doesn't act in any way that might confuse me, even when it's just the two of us. But. Yet at the same time I know he's at least a little confused, and I am, too.
我們真的要一直這樣下去嗎？
velda.
